Currently, been watching this drama. I'm fond of the actor. First time saw him act in one series Vanilla Coklat. Aiman Hakim Ridza
Has always like a guy name Ridza thou 😆😁😘Anyway....in this drama series, the character he act, totally reminds me of the guy i dated, who happen to be my ex-boyfriend too. 2 years together, i chose to walk away, due to reason known to myself only. He contacted me back after almost a year i left him. Had a bad argument again, however we get back together but just dating for now. Apparently, hes the only ex, theres a song lyrics to this 🎶i keep getting back to that one thing i could walk away from🎶🎶😕 *sigh*
This character the actor act had a resemblence, even the looks my ex have, theyalmost look alike😬. A bit carried away, everytime i watch the episode 😤 At times i'm so mad to myself, why i still getting back to my ex. The things i want in a guy, he has it, One thing He Doesnt Smokes!!🚭 He may not be a Perfect Nice guy neither a Bad Guy.....its...i don't know whatelse to say about him. Another thing, His Ego boost makes me Nuts!! 😤
Oh dearie, how & what am i going to do with myself...😵
All i wish is this One particular person, to me he can swept my feet off within seconds 💯% 😍Angel guy. Dreamy??? No....he is real. Crazy me?? No....he is real. A person real. He address himself as the Angel. Reminds me of the movie Meet Joe Black. I love that movie. Extra ordinary, Angel of Death fell in Love with a human. He learn to love, about love, i guess thats how i felt towards him. I dont know him, no thing about him, just his Tantrums is all i know ☺️
But i heard no news from him & the last post i saw in his FB. i wish to tell him how i feel but i guess i'm too dreamy about it. 😓 Will there be a chance for us? I don't know. *feeling bitter* Frustuated thinking of it.
An Ex i dated which i keep on getting back & i could walk away from repetatively & An Admire which i keep on dreaming we could be together & i keep on dreaming away.
Dear almighty, help me to pull this through. 🙏😕
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