Feeling bummed this few months. Well, i finally doing ok ever since the Mystery/Creepy thing in my room. Feeling better & look better! Hoping not to go through that again anymore! Pray to Almighty!
With the dream i had this past few days, it made me thinking so much! I believe in dreams unless its something out of ordinary i might said i got carried away by it *peace*. I hardly had a dream when sleeping, so when i dream...it tells me something perhaps an answer i'm looking for; though most of it are like puzzles. I had to figure it out. I'll be get back to that in another blog post. *chill*
Anyhoo.....I was ranting my tantrums of the Return & Away. Posted a random/intentionally on my fb yesterday night and waking up early because a fan i followed on Younow is online live, Had to hear him singing *giggles*Saw notification fb pop on my ipad, checked it and i saw Angel (likes). I guess that caught his attention! Mixed emotion all the way!! OMG!! OMG!! Blushing, giggling, shy. At the same time, i had this feeling I didn't wanna see his fb post, cause my emotion will turn from Way Up then down to ZERO - NIL - NADA, and typically blunt of me i check it out...and yup...Not knowing what is going on, what is he going through....Feeling so distant, feeling aloof *tears*
Though i feel down when i see the post,...i feel a LiL Happy seeing the updates, knowing you are still in one piece :p
Dear Angel, the pictures says how much i wanted to be there for you. I guess i will just be Dreaming away....
