ChiLLax going crazy Nov 2008

Beach Party Nov 2008

Just sharing some pictures we've taken last Saturday night. We went there Saturday Nov 16th 08 (Farewell Party) & Nov 22nd 08 & thats 2 in a row Beach Party!!

This was taken on Saturday Nov 16th 08..The Best Beach Party; ever went to...It is very fortunate that night the weather very pleasing...not even Windy at all..just a Nice & calm humidity!!

Thats Atong with Grey shirt..she's the one who invited us at the Party. Its actually her Friends Farewell Party.

Here are all the Crazy Crowds taking pictures under the Hut..

Thats Didi the Camera Paparazzi of the Night!! Oooppzzz!! Jgn mare ehh...(~~,) So cute; Do the Cheesy Dance!!

This picture was taken on Saturday Nov 22nd 08. We got invited too but unfortunately the people who invited us are NO WHERE to be seen that night; but what the heck we just enjoy our Beach Party!!

This guy his name is Jo; a friend of Didi. Oh yah we have a friend, her name is Jo too; so we can't be mixed up with similar names & we named this Hawty,Hunky "Jo Guy". He's Mixed Chinese & Canadian, 22 yrs old, 5ft 7in, SINGLE (I think maybe, i wasn't there when he got introduced to the other crowds so i don't know whats his status). He does look like one of Japanese Taiwanese actor 'Takeshi Kaneshiro'. Ain't they Look alike!!!

Takeshi Kaneshiro Japanese Taiwanese actor

Group picture with Jo Guy. I know we do look hideous & that; thanks to the Booze up thingee.. *gasp* hehehehehhe

ChiLL'n out & Enjoy the Music~

CamPose

Thats the 'Hut' i mention earlier & thats where the Dance floor..Shake those Arse off Lads & Lass~

The Beach Party Dj~ Please Don't Stop The Music~

Enjoy with all the picture sharing!!

Quotes:

"Enjoy yourself. These are the good old days you're going to miss in the years ahead"

"When we drink, we get drunk. When we get drunk, we fall asleep. When we fall asleep, we commit no sin. When we commit no sin, we go to heaven. Sssoooo, lets all get drunk, and go to heaven"

"People dislike alcoholics, but they still drink at parties. People sit in non-smoking section in restaurants, but still enjoy the occasional nicotine jolt. People have strong feelings against self-injurers, but they also take all their emotions out on other people"

"I'm old enough know better but young enough not to care"

"If life is a waste of time and time is a waste of life, then lets get wasted and have the time of our lives"

A TRIBUTE TO MY BUDDY

I can tell you've been crying on the inside

I can see right through your eyes, what you're to hide

You've got a real big wall covering up what you're feeling for me

Well, c'mon Buddy, work it on out and talk to me

Buddy I'm here Ready to hear What you're not saying

I can hear your heartbeat pounding

So don't keep me waiting

C'mon and talk to me

I can tell you are hurt real bad

But you're face to face with love knocking at your door

All you need is a little trust to set you free

Well, here I am, don't hold back, Buddy talk to me

Buddy I'm here

Ready to hear

What you're not saying I can hear your heartbeat pounding

So don't keep me waiting

C'mon and talk to me

I know i don't know you well

But Let me know something even its only a piece of dust

I cried a tear

As I felt the pain

That you hold inside

And its really hurt ME; to see you isolating yourself with the world around you

For the Heart Broken People

I'm maybe not the best person to say or to cheer up the Heart Broken people..

My Love life almost everyone has rated it to be the "Best Love" they've ever seen. Hey its not as easy as it looks like, i've been thru A Hard Rock Bottom Love pathway!! 8 years...Ya obviously most people would said "WOW!! Thats a long relationship..So Sweet!!!" Ya da~Ya da~Bla~Bla~Bla




But you know what peeps; If it haven't been My Lover & I really work things out..we wouldn't have been here till today.

Of course both of us had said "We can't promise not to Hurt each other" Thats the Real Deal..

We don't need any Fancy Mancy sweet cheap promises to work the Relationship to stay as long as we like. The Real Deal here is whether you want to work it, make it, especially CHOICES, DECISION, COMPROMISE not only all those receipes it could be anything, As long as both party willing to do it.

But ya..I have no place to say any better Inspiring words to make the Heart Broken..Happy!!

This is for the broken hearted. I know how you feel.
Empty, betrayed, and no happiness whatsoever. You don't want to laugh, because you know it's not going to help, but you don't want to cry, because it will just make you feel worse.

You feel like your heart is falling apart, but not only that, but you know soon your life is going to feel like it's falling apart too. You don't think it will ever end, and no matter what this person has done to you, it feels impossible to stop loving them. And everyone wonders why if they have hurt you so much, then why do you still love them. That's the confusing part, you don't know why, you just do, and the people who hurt you the most, and normally the ones you love the most.

And then, after a few weeks, you finally feel a sense of relief, like you're getting happy again, but you know inside that you're just going into denial. And after a few more weeks, you're back to where you were an empty soul and teary eyes. You thought you got over them, but really, you just stopped showing it. And you can't help but to show it again. It leaves deep scars on your heart that are there forever. And no one understands how you feel, and how deep you are hurt, no matter who they are, because it hasn't happened to them.



And even if it has, every broken heart is different. They don't know the true pain you feel and carry each and everyday now, so you learn that basically you are alone with all this. And the feeling starts to overwhelm you, and suddenly you just break down, right there, because you know you've had enough, the tears just instantly start flowing, and you're to the point where you don't care who see's. Because you've spent so many nights lying awake in bed, and so many days being haunted by the scars and fear of rejection. And in the midst of all these tears, you know that its not helping any, and it's not going to bring them back, if you ever even had them in the first place.


After about a million tears have been cried, you finally pull yourself back together and keep going. Your throat starts to clench and your eyes burn with the tears you are trying to hold back. Everyone says, "It will be okay…” But you know it won't. And that’s the truth, it won’t. And you look back on all of the hurt you had from this, and you realize that people are horrible. You're still hurt, but you've learned to hide it so that everyone thinks you are okay. So now every time you see this person, you know you still love them, and you feel a slight tingle in your heart yearning for them to love you, screaming out, but for some reason they don't hear it. And then you sit back and wonder how one person could have caused all of this...



“This life is yours. Take the power to choose what you want to do and do it well. Take the power to love what you want in life and love it honestly. Take the power to walk in the forest and be a part of nature. Take the power to control your own life. No one else can do it for you. Take the power to make your life happy.”

Back in 2003

Remember the last time i posted about the Event on Launching Baiduri MTV Card 2003.

Here is the Proof we took pictures with VJ Belinda from MTV. She's very TALL..!!!

Oh Lordy, i looked sooOOO teenagers *aarrgghh* my tummy!!! Indeed i think my age was 23...Miss my Flat Abs Muscle..now i got Bollywood tummy~ *LOL* (~~,)

F.R.I.E.N.D.S

Dear Friend, what's on your mind

You don't laugh the way you used to

But I've noticed how you look so Down

Dear friend, I feel so helpless

I see you sit in silence

As you face new pain each day

I feel there's nothing I can do

I know you feel very Distance among others

Even though you are

But it wasn't your Disputation you do

That found room in my Heart

Dear friend, you are so precious Dear Friend

Dear friend, I'm here for you

I know that you don't talk too much

But we can share this day anew

Dear Friend, please don't feel like you're alone

There is someone who is praying

Praying for your peace of mind

Hoping joy is what you'll find

I know you don't feel weak

Even though you are

But it wasn't your strength

That found room in my heart

Dear friend, you are so precious, Dear Friend

What??

I did Changes to myself...Cut my hair!! Hmm..just going some Layers, Fringe & Coloured..Results?? Hmm..Satisfying with the outcome (~~,)
I'm HAPPY!! YeaY!!

Today Friday 14th 2008 when down to BSB; Accompanied by My Bro Nal & My Buddy Isa doing some Shopping with me...OMG!! Yes!! It wasn't in my Shopping List but i end up buying em' I just couldn't help looking at it!

Supposely i'm in need to get a new pair of "Heels" not "Ankle Boot Heels" but there you go..LOOK!! AT THOSE KINKY ANKLE BOOTS!! Its really "TEMPTING!!"



Ya ya..as i did tell to the Whole Wide World..I LOVE FLIP FLOP!! Because the last time i remembered my Old Flip Flop got STOLEN!!!! And there..i'm IN NEED of a new one...alright!!!

So thats a Rap~<--Did i say this correctly?! hahahahha..Who cares anyway...!!(^_*)

BBQ PART 2

As i was saying last blog i posted; We went down to the beach to Explore & doing some Adventure seeking~

Isa My Buddy & Me watching the other people who are having fun at the beach.

AiyaaAaA~ You're so TALL Is...Looked... i have to stand on my toes so that i wouldn't look so Petite..nyeh nyeh nyeh(~~,)

CamPose~

Remember the last time about The Water Dinosaur we did something to it..

We Poured Orange juice on it & SHOCKING its still alive, it even absorb the juice..hahahhaha~~

Again the Water Dinosaur~

Chill a bit at the Pondok doing some "People Watching" ahaks~

There you go...~ enjoy~

A LiL' BBQ with the ChiLLax Corner Frenz

Sunday October 9th 08 - Yes..this was Ms Wacky planning, luckily we're at Hutan Simpanan Berakas<--correct me if i'm wrong,didn't quite get the name of the place.

Alright the main story was, Firstly we were about to do BBQ at Muara Beach; unfortunately there's a function going on..so move to Serasa Beach; unfortunately again..no place to light the fire & lastly we end up at Berakas..YEAY!!

Ms SpiLLeR with very unpleasing expression..Heyyyy enjoy the fresh air & view gurlll...*LOL*.

Food BBQ by Me & My Bro..Actually BBQ wasn't My Bro thingee but he end up enjoying to do the cooking. Me..I Like BBQ very much thou i was kind of having a slightly sickness of cold but tend to ignore of being sick!

Friend of mine name Ms Laughable is the photographer of that day. Thanks Niz!! Love all the pictures especially candids one!

Ms Laughable & Ms BluweeMy Friends Ms Laughable, Ms Bluwee & Ms SpiLLeR

Ms Ariel

You can take the Bridge to go for high view of the Beach.

View from the Bridge
Still under construction~

Thats the beach view from above.

Went down for a bit to enjoy the sand & doing some Adventure Exploring
Liz doing some exploring of this stream of water..Hmm wonder where does it came from....

Stream of river..hmm..from where????

My Bro NaL & Ms SpiLLeR doing Extreme Rock Climbing~ahahah~

Look at what we found that day. It might be a Jellyfish can't exactly figure out what is it actually...Anyone recognize what creature is this???

Its a Water Dinosaur!!!! *LOL*(~~,)

There are more pictures..i'll upload it next time. So enjoy the pictures~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO Seto Masato

I'M WISHING A HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO Seto Masato...YES..28 YEARS OF SURVIVE THIS LIFE

"I send to you warm wishes,that your happiness will be as wonderful as the happiness, you have always given me. wish you happy birthday"

"Here's a birthday spanking, Sent you on a card, One, Two, Three, Put them right on hard, Four, Five, Six One to live on, one to grow on, One to make you fat"