
My Love life almost everyone has rated it to be the "Best Love" they've ever seen. Hey its not as easy as it looks like, i've been thru A Hard Rock Bottom Love pathway!! 8 years...Ya obviously most people would said "WOW!! Thats a long relationship..So Sweet!!!" Ya da~Ya da~Bla~Bla~Bla
But you know what peeps; If it haven't been My Lover & I really work things out..we wouldn't have been here till today.
Of course both of us had said "We can't promise not to Hurt each other" Thats the Real Deal..
We don't need any Fancy Mancy sweet cheap promises to work the Relationship to stay as long as we like. The Real Deal here is whether you want to work it, make it, especially CHOICES, DECISION, COMPROMISE not only all those receipes it could be anything, As long as both party willing to do it.

This is for the broken hearted. I know how you feel.
Empty, betrayed, and no happiness whatsoever. You don't want to laugh, because you know it's not going to help, but you don't want to cry, because it will just make you feel worse.
You feel like your heart is falling apart, but not only that, but you know soon your life is going to feel like it's falling apart too. You don't think it will ever end, and no matter what this person has done to you, it feels impossible to stop loving them. And everyone wonders why if they have hurt you so much, then why do you still love them. That's the confusing part, you don't know why, you just do, and the people who hurt you the most, and normally the ones you love the most.
And then, after a few weeks, you finally feel a sense of relief, like you're getting happy again, but you know inside that you're just going into denial. And after a few more weeks, you're back to where you were an empty soul and teary eyes. You thought you got over them, but really, you just stopped showing it. And you can't help but to show it again. It leaves deep scars on your heart that are there forever. And no one understands how you feel, and how deep you are hurt, no matter who they are, because it hasn't happened to them.

After about a million tears have been cried, you finally pull yourself back together and keep going. Your throat starts to clench and your eyes burn with the tears you are trying to hold back. Everyone says, "It will be okay…” But you know it won't. And that’s the truth, it won’t. And you look back on all of the hurt you had from this, and you realize that people are horrible. You're still hurt, but you've learned to hide it so that everyone thinks you are okay. So now every time you see this person, you know you still love them, and you feel a slight tingle in your heart yearning for them to love you, screaming out, but for some reason they don't hear it. And then you sit back and wonder how one person could have caused all of this...

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