Kelly Clarkson - Cry

Cry lyrics

If anyone asks,
I'll tell them we both just moved on
When people all stare
I'll pretend that I don't hear them talk
Whenever I see you,
I'll swallow my pride
and bite my tongue
Pretend I'm okay with it all
Act like there's nothing wrong

Is it over yet?
Can I open my eyes?
Is this as hard as it gets?
Is this what it feels like to really cry?
Cry

If anyone asks,
I'll tell them we just grew apart
Yeah what do I care
If they believe me or not
Whenever I feel
Your memory is breaking my heart
I'll pretend I'm okay with it all
Act like there's nothing wrong

Is it over yet?
Can I open my eyes?
Is this as hard as it gets?
Is this what it feels like to really cry?
Cry

I'm talking in circles
I'm lying, they know it
Why won't this just all go away

Is it over yet?
Can I open my eyes?
Is this as hard as it gets?
Is this what it feels like to really cry?
Cry
Cry

Tackey stutters his name

Aishiteru Tackey-kun

One particular guy in the universe that makes my heart goes *poof*, would be Hideaki Takizawa-kun *sugoiiii*

Back in 1998 i watched Tackey act on Japanese Drama TV, i think its News on Onna. He was soooooo cuddlely cute at that time. The first thing i saw about him was his red lips & smile. *kakkoi-des* Yes....i'm still head-over-heels every time watching his drama acting, videos on youtube..............*shrieks*

*smooch* Aishiteru Tackey-kun

JoJo - Leave [Get out] (Live at Ryan Seacrest)

"Leave (Get Out)"

I've been waiting all day for ya babe
So won't cha come and sit and talk to me
And tell me how we're gonna be together always
Hope you know that when it's late at night
I Hold on to my pillow tight
And think of how you promised me forever
(I never thought that anyone)
Could make me feel this way
(Now that you're here boy all I want)
Is just a chance to say

Get Out, (leave) right now,
It's the end of you and me
It's too late (now) and I can't wait for you to be gone
'Cause I know about her (who) and I wonder (why) how I bought all the lies
You said that you would treat me right but you was just a waste of time (waste of time)

Tell me why you're looking so confused
When I'm the one who didn't know the truth
How could you ever be so cold
To go behind my back and call my friend
Boy you must have gone and bumped your head
Because you left her number on your phone
(So now after all is said and done)
Maybe I'm the one to blame but
(To think that you could be the one)
Well it didn't work out that way


I wanted you right here with me but I have no choice you've gotta leave
Because my heart is breakin'
With every word I'm sayin'
I gave up everything I had
On something that just wouldn't last
But I refuse to cry
No tears will fall from these
Eyeee-eeee-eeees
Ooooh, ooooh
Get out


Get out (leave)
You and me
It's too late (too late)
You ohh
Bout her (who, why)
You said that you would treat me right (noooo)
but it was just a waste of time (waste of time)

Quotes i share thru aquiantance blog

Was browsing my bloggers list of friends. I came across where i share a Quote.

"Life is interesting, in the end some of your greatest pains,become your greatest strength"

I am not discouraged,because every wrong attempt discarded is another step forward.

A man/woman either lives life as it happens to him/her, meets its head-on and licks it, or he/she turns his/her back on it and starts to wither away.

Unless you have the power like Hiro in Heroes who can stop time/back in time/go to the future but every doing/not doing has its own consequence.

Berhenti Berharap - Hidup - Marcell - Music - Indonesia

Dulu Ku Tak Pernah Percayakan cinta
Yang Tak Harus Memiliki
Pernah Ku Paksakan Walau Tak Sejalan
Meski Ku Tahu Ku Salah

Dan Ku Coba Melupakanmu
Karena Ku Tahu Kau Bukan Milikku
Dan Ku Berhenti Berharap
Akan Cinta Mu Yg Dulu Ada Di Hati
Dan Ku Coba Tuk Bertahan
Walau Berat Kini Ku Berhenti
Berharap...


Kini Ku Akui Hatiku Tak Bisa
Selalu Miliki Dirimu
Pernah Ku Paksakan Walau Tak Sejalan
Meski Ku Tahu Ku Salah

Dan Ku Coba Melupakanmu
Karena Ku Tahu Kau Bukan Milikku
Dan Ku Berhenti Berharap
Akan Cinta Mu Yg Dulu Ada Di Hati
Dan Ku Coba Tuk Bertahan
Walau Berat Kini Ku Berhenti
Berharap...

(HQ) Christina Aguilera - "You Lost Me" 6/9 Letterman (TheAudioPerv.com)

I am done
Smoking gun
We've lost it all
The love is gone

She has won
Now its no fun
We've lost it all
The love is gone

And we had magic
And this is tragic
You couldn't keep your hands to yourself

I feel like our world's been infected,
And somehow you left me neglected

We've found our lives been changed
Babe, you lost me

And we tried
Oh, how we cried
Oh, we lost ourselves
The love has died

And we had magic
And this is tragic
You couldn't keep your hands to yourself

Oh, I feel like our world's been infected
And somehow you left me neglected
We've found our lives been changed
Cause babe, you lost me

Now I know you're sorry
And we were sweet
Oh, but you chose lust when you deceived me
And you'll regret it, but it's too late
How can I ever trust you again?

I feel like our world's been infected,
And somehow you left me neglected
We've found our lives been changed
Oh babe, you lost me

Nothing last forever

Deception,Slander

Well, got something to share;

Young girl: "Oh, i work at the bank"

Guy says: "Really? How old are you?" Sorry i didn't catch what you were saying earlier"

Young girl: "I'm 17"

Guy: *silents*(asking himself...Hmm....ain't here in Brunei only eligible at the age of 18 are allowed to work)

2NE1 - It Hurts (English Version) [DL]

Think of that time not long ago
All those days we spent alone
Walking hand in and hand and never letting them go

But now you're into someone new
And I can't forgive you
For making all those promises that never will come true

Tell me now where did our love go
Tell me now I've got the right to know
Tell me how you can stand the way you're hurting me so oh oh
Tell me if you ever change your mind
Tell me if you wanna make it right
Am I the only one hurt tonight?

Oh baby, why don't you care?
Whatever happens to me you won't be there
And I know wherever we go
We'll be apart, apart, apart

Can't see what you have done to the girl that you adored
I used to touch the sky but now I'm down to the floor

I gave my everything to you
And we both know that whoever you replace me with
She'll never love you like I do

Tell me now where did our love go
Tell me now I've got the right to know
Tell me how you can stand the way you're hurting me so oh oh-oh
Tell me if you ever change your mind
Tell me if you wanna make it right
Am I the only one hurt tonight?

Oh baby, why don't you care?
Whatever happens to me you wont be there
And I know wherever we'll go
We'll be apart, apart, apart

You're no longer the man you used to be
Cause the man that I loved wasn't cruel to me
He'd never hurt me so

Now I'm on my knees, as you watch me cry
You just stand there calm, all you do is sigh
No way, I can't recognize
You're not mine anymore

Oh, oh my baby, why don't you care?!
Whatever happens to me you won't be there
And I know wherever we'll go
We'll be apart, apart, apart
Apart, apart, apart, apart

AB Avenue - Women Know [MV][HD] [Eng Sub] {Hard}

- Let him fly

Rossa - Hati Yang Kau Sakiti - Lyrics On Screen - High Quality

Avril Lavigne - Live in Toronto 2008 - My happy ending [HD]

"My Happy Ending"

So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...

Let's talk this over
It's not like we're dead
Was it something I did?
Was it something You said?
Don't leave me hanging
In a city so dead
Held up so high
On such a breakable thread

You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
And all of the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...

You've got your dim friends
I know what they say
They tell you I'm difficult
But so are they
But they don't know me
Do they even know you?
All the things you hide from me
All the shit/stuff that you do

You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

It's nice to know that you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done

Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...
So much for my happy ending

Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...

Regret english (Hoshimura Mai, D.Gray-man COVER)

VERSE 1
Ive been lost in a world of my own,
In a place where you are there:
Almost everywhere I turn and where I go.
If you werent there for me,
I dont know what Id do,
But I know I wouldnt have survived if you didnt save me.

And I saw you,
Within my dream.
When I found you,
I found me.

And then I told,
To you all my deepest fears.
Then you said to me,
That its alright, all alright.

CHORUS
I wouldnt believe I couldve gone on without you.
I want you to turn around and say: I love you too.
I wouldnt believe that you would leave me all alone.
I want us together, side by side,
Forever you and I.

VERSE 2
The scenery outside changes,
The seasons leave me behind.
I couldnt take the seeds of worry from my mind.
Remembering is painful,
When I finally realised:
That I regret relying on you more than ever.

And I saw you,
Waiting for me,
When I found you,
I found me.

And then I told,
To you my greatest hearts desires,
But you said to me,
That its not right; wont be right.

CHORUS
I wouldnt believe I couldve gone on without you.
I want you to turn around and say: I love you too.
I wouldnt believe that you would lose your faith in me.
I want us together, side by side,
Itll just be you and I.

INSTRUMENTAL BREAK/BRIDGE

BRIDGE
You made me believe that we were really meant to be.
Id wait for you always cause I thought, that you loved me.
I didnt believe that you would leave me on my own.
Now, I think its fair that I can say,
You truly proved me wrong.

CHORUS
I dont want to believe that we will go our separate ways.
If you, gave me a second chance wed be, so wonderful.
But, now I can see that it is just one lost cause.
Yet, I cant forget what itd be like,
Forever you and I.

All time childhood characters

Cartoon character from your childhood and
invite your friends to do the same thing until Monday 6th December.

My favorite all time childhood character would be Coda Warrior from WiLdC.a.t.s

An invasion of memories.

For the fight against child violence.

Death of a Loved One

A Death in the family leaves a void that cannot be filled. No one can ever take the place of this individual in the world. We should not try to comfort the family by saying that "it was his time anyway", or, "he was suffering".

These may be words of comfort later. However, there must be time to mourn the fact that things will never be the same. One minute he was here and now he is gone. The human mind must be allowed to sit with this reality.

Mourning is a necessary part of the human experience. If it is ignored, a general feeling of sadness may pervade the whole family.

Nov 27th '10: As i barely knew them, i felt at my utmost fragile sense to the loss of their loving father. Deepest condolence from myself.

TLC - Dear Lie

Dear lie
You suck
You said you could fix anything
Instead I’m fucked
You made things even worse for me
If I had balls I’d tell you get away from me
Guess I’m not smart
I let you unnerve me
I let you control me
Afraid the truth would hurt me
When it’s you that hurts me more

Chorus
Get outta my mouth
Get outta my head
Get outta my mind
Stop puttin’ words in my head
Get outta my mouth
You’re nothing but trouble
Get outta my life
Get out of me
Out of me out of me
Out of me
Out of me lie
Lie lie lie lie

Dear lie
You’re dumb
You think you’ve got the best of me
You think you won
Misread my vulnerability
I’ve got your walls
Now get the hell away from me
I’ve learned your art
Won’t let you unnerve me
Won’t let you control me
The truth will only free me
And your lies won’t hurt no
No more

Chorus

Lie lie
I’ve got
Your walls
Now get the hell away from me
I learned your art
Won’t let you unnerve me
Wont’ let you control me
The truth will only free me
And your lies won’t hurt no
No more

Chorus

Lie lie
Dear lie
Lie lie lie lie
Lie lie
Dear lie

平井堅 - 楽園 & CANDY (english subbed)

Happy birthday ELL,Unal,Sang

Happy birthday to my Bro eLL@Unal@Sang October 12th 2010

Quotes: For all the advances in medicine, there is still no cure for the common birthday.

Suzanna & Rathnizam's Oct 8th 2010 Solemnisation

Suzanna & Rathnizam's Oct 8th 2010 Solemnisation

October is a big day for my dearest cousin, to be precise 1st cousin from my mom side(our moms are siblings). I'm very lucky to be at her solemnisation for the very last minute, as requested from the Bride herself; I'm her Maid of Honor.

A story behind all the preparation for her soleminsation was, i got sick real bad. I got Allergy Attack 1 week before. Lucky me at the very last minute i manage to recover quickly. Surprising yes!

Pictures will tell the whole candids & storylines. Take a peek~

Waiting for the Bride & Bridegroom to come. Pose with relatives.

With my bro's spouse. *love her ankle boots*

My Bro & I, the usual always taking moment to remember that this the day our cousin closes during childhood begin her new life as a Wife.

Beautiful flower Girls & Boys

Bridesmaidwearing green-ish yellowish dresses. *sorry for the unclear view*

Starting of the event, Flower Boys, Girls, Bridesmaids, Entering the hall.

Yours truly,Maid of Honor entering *huhu my cousin bride's sis forgot my flower*

*Owh~ Didn't manage to take pictures of Bridegroom entering before the Bride*

Bride & her Daddy walking down the isle.

Inside the hall, Blessing the Newly Wed

Very sweet & romantic of theBridegroom wiping tears off the Brides cheek after exchanging wedding rings *tears*

Happy after signing marriage cert.

Brides Parents

Bridegroom Parents

Walking out down the isle. ~kiss~kiss~love you~

Bride & Bridegroom with both parents.

Lastly, with Maid of Honor & Best Man. Lovely Event <3

I would like to congratulate the Newly Wed, Families, Relatives & Friends who attend the event.

Pictures courtesy from Mona Morein Jantin & My bro ELL

Quotes: Compromise: An amiable arrangement between husband and wife whereby they agree to let her have her own way.

Trip to KK Again June 2010

KK Trip Again June 2010

Yeaa.....Trip to KK, Sabah again. After two years, i came back again. Except my hair back then was long & this year short hair, short pants....hehehehe...

Loving the weather in KK, its breezy & cool.

June 11th 2010 Friday: Journey from Kuala Belait at 5am. I had a pretty rough sleep,couldn't sleep at all, guess i was too excited for the trip. Didn't take some pictures along the way to KK, was sleeping the whole trip. Thanks for the night before.

Reach KK by 2.00pm, went to 1Borneo for short shopping spree.

Parents were doing the short shopping spree.

I was sitting on the bench after going around 1Borneo Mall.

We check-in to Myne Hotel at Warisan Square Sabah.

Waiting up at the Lobby.

Loving the room thou a LiL small, its comfy enough.

Taking pictures for better view.

Night comes, My Bro Gibb & I went down to B.E.D Club WaterFront & watch TV opening game for World Cup.

Saw all the commotion with World Cup in the club.

Enjoying all the performance including World Cup watchers.

Yours truly. Ugly me! *ouch*

My Bro, Mr Gibb *Captain Jack Sparrow assistant* hahahaha

The Next Morning June 12th 2010 Saturday

Going off to Kota Kinabalu Taman Warisan.

First timer to the 2 LiL Sis of ours going to this place.

Mount Kinabalu. I clearly remember back in 1995 or 1996. Mount Kinabalu was fill with greenish colour & now its shiny rocky all over. *surprise*

Getting ready to go up at the Admin office.

My sis was amaze with the Breezy, Coolness weather. Yah, we were wearing short. pants.

Yours truly. I'm enjoying the moment of the place, love the weather up there so much!!!! Its breezy & cool sensation ever!*ecstatic*

Taking time to rest.

Yahhh.....my bro is dreaming of hugging a huge pile of rock. LOLx

Off to Hot Spring. Oh lordy going there was Hot!!!!! The weather makes me dehydrated & got a lil dizzy. Most of my time was finding place to cover up from the striking hot weather.

Going back to KK Town. Enjoying the view at Waterfront Walk pathway. Before going back to our hotel.

Waterfront Beautiful Stalls

The night goes on. Went again to B.E.D Club Waterfront, an event going on. Its X-Play Dj Competition. Something like that, couldn't remember what was the event for.

It was crowded & pack!!!!!! I enjoy the night, music was a blast!!! And of course the booze!! Wuuuuhuuuuuu~

My booze. Melon Smash L**** Cocktail~ i drank up the whole 1 Jug alone *no kidding* ~_~

The finishing of booze. Yup back to hotel at 4am, i was hung up, puked & wasted to sleep....hahahahah.

Quotes: Vacation used to be a luxury, but in today's world it has become a necessity.