Ken Hirai - 楽園 Paradise (10thAnniversary_Part 4/18)

Russell Peters Show Me The Funny : Part1

Loss of the Loved Ones

September 15th 2011

It marks the day for my Family, for My Dad; his Dearest Younger Brother has decease. *rest in peace Dearest uncle* ;(

I have Faith

After since yesterday, lot of things happen. One point to another.

Went to miri last Saturday with my friend Ms Diva, as she had errands to do. And i myself have another stuff to do. All i can say what happen on Saturday, everything was Blunt & Spontaneous.

To that someone, i know i didn't even can't say much of what happen. Things happen in a fast lane. I myself still figuring out which Values i put in my first list as things change real quick nowadays. But if you're here for the real thing, i'm gladly would see how things goes. As you are not far from my sight. Just for now gotta to do it on the slow lane. Will see whats on the track. As always Sincere & Honesty are the things i Need from you.

Its "Expect the Unexpected", "Unexpect the Expected". Its very complex to me.

A good news for me. I have Faith in my hunch about someone i'm looking forward to know in person. Thou you are Far from my sight, Far beyond the across the Sea, Far along the another Island; as i said earlier in the first place, I Have Nothing to Offer except for Myself. This is what i have & who i am. No Mask in Disguise.

All i Need is from you is to be Sincere & Honesty with what you have to offer. I am here Not to play Games. Even put whoever in a Test. I can't question much of what people gotta to do just to have An Assurance with what they put on the line.

And so I Believe that, whatever you do, When you do things for a Good reason of course things will be good unless its the opposite way. It has always our choice to make.

Anyway, to Almighty, what you have for me. I know deep down i'm a little scare of things doesn't i may expect it to be but I Pray, I Believe & put Faith that theres something Good even Better for me in life.

Sure Thing - Miguel Jontel Cover

Sure thing - Miguel

I'll be like a brother,

Treat you like a friend.

Respect you like a lover

Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh

You could bet that
Never gotta sweat that [4x]

If you be the cash, I'll be the rubber band.
You be the match, I will be your fuse, boom!
Painter baby, You could be the muse.
I'm the reporter baby, You could be the news,
'Cause you're the cigarette, And I'm the smoker.
We raise a bet, 'Cause you're the joker,
Truth tho.
You are the chalk, And I can be the blackboard
You could be the talk, And I could be the walk.

Even when the sky comes falling,
Even when the sun don't shine,
I got faith in you and I,
So put your pretty little hand in mine.
Even when we're down to the wire babe,
Even when it do or die,
We could do it baby, simple and plain,
'Cause this love is a sure thing.

You could bet that,
Never gotta sweat that [4x]

You could be the lover, I'll be the fighter, babe.
If I'm the blunt, You could be the lighter babe
Fire it up!
Writer baby, You could be the quote,
If I'm the lyric baby, You could be the note.
Record that!
Saint, I'm a sinner, Prize, I'm a winner,
And it's you
What did I do to deserve that.
Paper baby, I'll be the pen
Say that I'm the one,'Cause you're a ten.
Real and not pretend!

Even when the sky comes falling,
Even when the sun don't shine,
I got faith in you and I,
So put your pretty little hand in mine.
Even when we're down to the wire baby,
Even when it's do or die,
We could do it baby, simple and plain,
'Cause this love is a sure thing.

Now rock with me babe,
Let me hold you in my arms,
Talk with me babe yeah, yeah [2x]

This love, between you and I,
Is simple as pie baby
It's such a sure thing (such a sure thing)
Ooh it such a sure thing (such a sure thing)

Even when the sky comes falling,
Even when the sun don't shine,
I got faith in you and I,
So put your pretty little hand in mine.
Even when we're down to the wire baby,
Even when it's do or die,
We could do it baby, simple and plain,
'Cause this love is a sure thing.

(You can bet that
Never gotta sweat that)

I'll be like a brother,
Treat you like a friend.
Respect you like a lover

Pressure

Okay, i'm Under pressure Stress out!! Period!!

I so wanna scream it out about what! All i can express it throughout the pictures!

I'd almost breakdown & cry during work hours! Imagine that!

But i get on my feet & start mumbling to myself so i won't just break down crying out of a sudden!

There *kapish*

Quick share

July 5th 2011

I'll be quick,

Today went for job interview. Good news, I got the job!! *jolly jump* And i'm starting tomorrow!! Yea!! Congrats to me! *pat meself on the back* :p

Last night i couldn't sleep, as we tend to get nervous or whatsoever feeling for the job interview. Somehow, i pull thru ^_^

At the same time, i thought of was one particular person.

Indirectly, i make that person as a Stimulant in my life for now.

All i can say, i thank Almighty for the sustenance of the job i have now.

My Family, BFFs, Friends, relatives for their infinite prayers & support.

And maybe i want to thank that person, maybe you do or did come across reading this

& knew something. I thank you for your prayer & support too.

And

I hope that you're doing okay. Whatever you're going thru, i won't ask much..... just, Jangan Menyepi tanpa berita for this time. Do let us know at least a pinch of something. Bluntly saying, I Care.

Sky

Happy birthday Mom

July 5th 2011:

Today marks 50th Birthday for my mom

Sorry mom, i don't have any beautiful pictures of you but you are always beautiful & cheerful mom we have!! Love you XOXO

July 2nd 2011 Miri Getaway

Cherrie Berries July 2nd 2011 was totally packed!!!!



Miri getaway this time was simple. Going with my chillax friends Ms Spiller, Ms Hamster, Ms Diva, Ms Drama Queen & friends, Vicki, Moleo, Cassa, Fido Dido & friends. Cherrie Berries was really packed & crowded!! My friends & i end up dancing on a speaker the whole night. That is the only place where we can dance without being pushed or hitting each other. Never in my clubbing years i had to hug while dancing especially with our guy friends. Oh well...our guy friends are gentlemens that night....i loike it~ Hehehe...

Aside from that, i'd had leg cramp on the dance floor too!! *tsk*sobs* I was trying to avoid stepping on someones feet with my heels, sadly i accidently have LEG CRAMP!! Imagine that in the middle of the dance floor with lots, lots, of people dancing!! I had to hold on to my friend dancing on the speaker!! Luckily i recover fast!! My friend pull me up again to dance on the speaker!! *critically hectic friends*

Back to the hotel by 3am. One thing, i had a hard time to sleep!! Not insomnia!! Just i can't sleep!! Slept almost 5am & had to wake up by 9am.

But anyhoo, weekend was fun & simple. I thank to our guy friends, thanks for taking good care of us ladies, while we shake our sexy, cute dance on speaker. You guys are very the gentleman :p

Kasia Popowska - Big Girls Don't Cry (Fergie COVER)

I hope you know, That this has nothing to do with you
It's Personal, Myself and I
I've got some straightenin' out to do

To be with Myself and Center
Clarity, Peace, Serenity

I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
It's time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry

You'll always be missed by me エンジェル JB

To Love someone

I still question myself..... I have strong feelings for you its just i couldn't figure it out what is it yet.

Regardlessly i want you to know...

And I wish to comfort you in every ways i can.

Dark & Light

I remember back then, I'm the Devil who plucks your wings & you the AngeL chop my head off; send back to Hell. At the same time can't find the head cause you sell it off on e-bay hahahahha...very hilarious ^_^ Nevertheless i'll still gonna come back to get your heart & soul......won't give up!! :p

"Darkness. Unpleasant. Wouldn't trust them. Nor do I trust every mortal I meet. I don't know where evil comes from, and frankly it doesn't matter. Not right now. Histories and myths are renamed and reinvented eternally across the world. I can't speak to that. What I do know? This is your story."
— Leanna Renee Hieber (The Darkly Luminous Fight for Persephone Parker)

Addiction Kyle Kupecky Anthem Lights

You're my newest addiction, Kyle Kupecky!!!

And yes we both love Ice cream big time!!!

Weekend getaway to Miri Part 2

On our way back to the hotel, meet bunch of familiar guys. Kaybeeians people thou. I was talking to them (as i'm totally tipsy & sober) "Don't laugh or else i'll start to laugh non-stop!!" So those bunch of guys started to chat with me while i was waiting for my friend to grab my car keys in the room, it was just a random chat. We did send one of the guy who happens to be lost, didn't even know how to go back to his own room. Hopefully they wouldn't recognize me back in KayBee home....ahahaha.... :p

Walking off to our hotel room, i fell on the floor because my friend, she was laughing....i don't know what the heck she's laughing about & so i fell real bad & got bruises on my knee + thighs.

Went out to order late food & on the way back to the hotel, I BARFED!! Passenger seats got nasty & dirty!! Total wasted!!!

Years of drinking this is my 3rd time got wasted!! Chivas is definitely a NO NO in my drinking session!! But my friend treat us an Open bottle, so i just gobble it up!!

If i Had yOu-Claude Kelly Lyrics

If I Had You

If you were my man,
I was your woman.
We were in love,
Here's what would happen.
I'd show you things,
You would be so open.
I know I never will.

But if I had you,
All of the things I would do.
Everyday we would start something new,
And I'd put my world around you.
Oh baby, if I had you...

If that girl on your arm,
Wasn't in the picture.
And if that ring,
Wasn't on her finger.
I would move in,
And what I was after?
God know she's a lucky girl.

But if I had you,
All of the things I would do.
Everyday we would start something new,
And I'd put my world around you.
Oh baby, cause if I had you...
All of the things I would do.
Everyday we would start something new,
And I'd put my world around you.
Oh baby, cause if I had you...

Why am I here on the outside,
With all these feelings kept inside.
Why is this never the right time,
Now I'm so confused.

If I had you,
All of the things I would do.
Everyday we be something brand new,
Oh baby, if I had you,
Ohh... had you,
If I had you.

Anime Artwork

Just sharing some of anime artworks.

Forbidden Love between Dark & Light AngeL

Forbidden Love Demon & AngeL

“Deep down we have the qualities of Clarity, Awareness, Sensitivity, Warmth & Love but , we have little idea at the outset just how deep and vast those qualities can be”

Forbidden emotions are hard to bury, but unspoken emotions are torture.

Sorry for i am mesmerize by all the tantrums written on your delicate feather wings you have.

Muslim Conversion function for Sang Gira (My 2nd eldest brother) Part 1

JUNE 3RD 2011

Marks the day of a dearest Son to my parents & a brother to us siblings. Had choose a religion; Muslim as a pathway to life. He had chose his Muslim name Taufiqur Rahman bin Abdullah Gira.

Let the pictures do all the talking :p

Theres a story behind this, my bro's friends were telling me that, he was looking for me non-stop; as i was kind of LATE for the function to start. I think he called my phone like more than 10 times!!! I told his friends, He wouldn't want to start the function until he saw me under his nose!! heheheh ^_^

Our dearest loving parents. We love you Mom & Dad~! The best parents, they don't judge us real harsh on whatever choices we chose for our life.

Us siblings ^_^

With best buddies that includes me too~!!^_^

With besties

With Besfriend

Us being eldest & i'm always the youngest sister to both brothers.....heheheh :p *prasan sekajap*

Work Collegues

Aunties, Dad's young sisters

With cousins

Taufiqur Rahman *heh...where the heck is my sis?? she's late!!"

*Bro....stop calling my phone....Here i am...glancing at yah back :p"

"I'm here bro....what you want aaaahhhh~!! See i talk to you so ugly that" :p

Silence, Untouched and Unknown

After the long absence.....knowing that particular person is still in one piece, i feel glad. There are so many things i want to say & share towards that person but a flash scoop "Vows".

As i did tell myself the past few months, so that explains the absences.

Nevertheless, I'm Happy for you! I wish you Happiness, Joy, Peace in your Life.

As for the things i wanted to say & share towards you.....i'll just leave it the way they are; Untouched & Unknown.

You'll be missed.

Here I Sit Waiting for Life to Move, Not Faster, Not Slower but to Move.

And i'm a Wanderer.