ChiLLaX CoRNeR: 2013

Thursday, December 26, 2013

Prevail

I couldn't sleep well few nights back. Had alot of thinking especially seeing back my ex date@so called boyfriend. Dated him for 2 years, broke up with him early this year. It took me 3 months finally to remove all the pictures, memories i had with him include his contact number.

However, He contacted me back this year November. Had a conversation till an argument arise. I ignore him completely after the worst argument ever, but he still had the guts to contact me. Curiosity, questions, assumptions, what is it going to be after this? There was slight changes in him, usually i'll be the one whos talking about things however now hes doing it. I got a feeling he do misses me being around. But that one thing, prevail till a second ago tonight.

I pray to you Almighty, Keep me safe, Give me strenght to go through this hurtful journey.

Lastly, I want to have a Peaceful Heart, Body n Mind.

Monday, November 11, 2013

K.L 12-15 Oct 2013

KL short vacation 12-15 Oct 2013

Back again for the 2nd time. Didnt do much, just went to a night life entertainment.

With my bro & best buddies 😘💃👯🎊

Boarding

Celebrating my bro 32nd birthday. Pavilion dome, K.L🎉🎂

Night life vain-ing. Will post some more

Next day shopping spree

Questions

It has been awhile, 10 months has passed to be precise, you came back. Lot of questions running through my mind and one thing keeps on bugging, "Whats your intention of coming back?"

I have my intention, and i wanted to get it with sincerity as how the first time i knew you.

Few conversation have been spoken till one day, your intention prevail

Things doesn't change with him, all the words, critics, assumption, judgement coming from him,

It was very disappointing and hurts really deep than the first.

Like the first, i take my bow for the 2nd time.

To be honest, i don't know what or who to believe when it comes to Love.

Putting on my defenses up, for now. 😢

Monday, August 26, 2013

For entertainment - Torn cover acoustic

Now matter how old this song is....I will always sing it out loud...I'm loving this version..

I keep on Falling In and Out of Love with You, I Never Felt this how could You give me so much Pleasure, Yet so much Pain .

Sunday, July 28, 2013

How to find your perfect dress | Wedding And Event Planning | Blog

How to find your perfect dress | Wedding And Event Planning | Blog

Just sharing of the courtesy. had to share here so i wouldn't have a hard time searching it again.

Sunday, June 30, 2013

Summer Farewell Party 29.06.2013 - Panaga, Kuala Belait

Attend a private function at Panaga 29 June 2013 - Summer Farewell Party.

Sharing some few shots yesterday night. Best ever private function attended in 2013. Live band music was good, DJ Music was awesomely superb, booze up, Perfecto!

Look who i found at the Gold Party.(Myself in gold/black dress with cousin yellow/black)

Will be posting some more pictures! Stay tuned

With my colleagues

Me Ladies :)

Best Summer Farewell Gold Party 2013 ever!!!

Thursday, June 13, 2013

Tragic Injury finger 8 June 2013

Last week Saturday 8 June 2013, went for short get away in Miri with couple of friends. Had a great night but at the very end closing of the pub, i unaccidently got my left 3rd & 4th finger slammed by a door. Its a swing door, i somehow saving myself from tripping over the uneven floor, and i kinda grab the end side. Thought i hold & touch

the wall but *uuurrgghhh* NOT!!

Presenting the injured finger. Sorry couldnt upload before dressing.

Had 2 days of medical leave. Resting on the 1st day of healing.

2nd day went back to hospital as i couldnt stand the pain. Doctor told me the day i went for emergency for the dressing, No broken nor fracture is stated, so dont risk going for Xray!! Yeaahh!! *ffuuhh*
I still couldn't get my mid finger to bent or fully grip, but nevertheless....Lucky!!! Yippie...next bare in mind i would just keep my hands close to my body...hahaha.. Aye cheers for the weekend. Will post some pictures again before we do our night clubbing thingee. Had dinner at Sajian Warisan Miri, next to the High Court. Food are all delicious, marvelous, superb, yummy!!

Wednesday, May 15, 2013

Depression, Anxiety or Sad.

As much i want to say things....all i can say is Depressed has succumb me again. The anxiety of not expressing how i really feel & it sad knowing i'm beating myself real bad, real hard on myself, i'm my own worst enemy!

I try to think of anything just to get myself distracted but it only last temporary.

Perhaps a Cuddle from someone i'm prone having a good connection might ease all of it!!

I pray almost every night so the Almight can take away how i feel right now. It doesn't matter to me anymore the sense of having companion in your life but i can't, couldn't deny i want a Companion, a Partner, a Spouse, a Lover, a Soul mate because having someone is nice, someone who cares for you passionately, deep & i couldn't asked for more.