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Monday, June 9, 2014

Guts, Hate, Want you

Totally how i felt for you at the moment.
Had been away from phone whatsapp last week. Away from Mr Arrogant with Guts i hate.😤 However he text me, wondering where i have been. Was literally feeling overwhelm that he's looking for me after i kinda quietly silence myself from him as he not knowing my reason is. But then still doesnt change, i'll be the one who will always drop by to text saying Hi, teasing things after the next day. 😒 And i'm doing it again, away from him after a conversation, i was asking him the color perfume i gave him birthday gift last year. He said Did i gave him a gift?? At first i Thought he was teasing me. I said i did gave him. And his respond was Ooh...anyway goodnight, had to be early tomorrow morning. I ended the conversation with WHATEVER!!!

I hate that!!! Everytime i asked him something randomly, he wouldnt give me any answers!! 😡😠
I hate him, hate his guts but want him so much...

I questions things, what did i do to be treated like this? To be treated by a person i have feelings. 
As always when we were a couple, i tend to say I am a Nobody to you. Yet it still doesnt change, till today no longer together, I'm still  nobody special in his life. 😓

I'm tired.....having feelings for somebody who doesnt care. But i'm still heading to him put up with his crap or whatever he do. 

Easier said than done. I wish i can simply walk away, go away, run away from this feelings, tangled...

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