Missing you T.W

Its has been 3 months now, you're back to your hometown germany. Theres no other words i can say, besides missing you, Honey! 

I missed every single thing when we were together! Especially, you can't stop gazing at me & smile. It reminds alot of the first time we laid eyes. I never had a chance to tell you how nervous i was, i guess i'm too self-conceited to admit it. 

Out of words to say.

I wish the almighty give us chances to be together again. 

Singapore trip with parents & siblings 30 Dec 2015 - 4 Jan 2016

Happy New Year 2016. Lots of things happened the whole throughout 2015. Let all the picture tell the stories.

the arrival 30 Dec 2015

the morning to China Town, singapore

 bugis junction n street

I'm loving the Clarke Quay River point. A very beautiful scenery n romantic place to chill. My Bro n i rawking the boat.

 the waiting for New Year 2016 countdown at Clarke Quay River point

Concertat Clarke Quay

We did the selfie 

 Nearby the river where my bro n i stay the night. 5thfootway inn

Catching the Merlion 

Universal studio singapore 2nd Jan 2016

Our going back to Brunei. Got bored & play around the pros n applications in Changi Terminal 1

December wedding season 2015

 5 Dec 2015 - At our cousin's wedding Diyana Yusuf & Adam Robertson. Wefie cousin from Dad side #1stcousindadside

 Familiar faces at wedding. #cousinsfrommomdadsideoffamily

 6 Dec 2015 - At my bro's work colleague daughter's wedding. Our foster sister Aya Hji Hamid. 

Loving out outfit for the night. Casual blazer with maxi skirt.

Walking....

Being at a familiar places, suddenly triggers most memories. I'm having that now. Walking to a familiar room and all the memory starts to play clearly. I thought by doing what i did last week, might get you out of my system, but it didn't work. At first it did, somehow i bluntly said it'll work for the sake of, i don't like uncertain things.

Hopefully i'm tough enough to withdraw myself caught in a situation whenever it all comes to you.

When you found out...

 I am dumbfounded!! But i insisted to carry on. Oh well, just so you know i'm not 5L|_|T. I'm a tourist, so are you...We're f**king each other as a tourist.

And then i was all like....

I'm

 Truth be told, what happen last Saturday night was something i never thought to do. All i can say, you're cute(Mr Surfer J.D). Overall its a one night only. Truthfully, i did wanna stay for breakfast but your friend came back, which you both shared & stay together, so i wasn't comfortable. I Apologize for leaving without telling. Whatever your friend said to you, its not what you think, thou i'm not sure what he told you. 

Sums it all up

When you starting back to square one. The feelings seems familiar and you wish its something else. I'm out of words to type here, so i'll just sums all the picture quotes to express what i'm feeling.

 So to my future lover, hope you give something i need which is unfamiliar, so i can count on it for long term.