i will be lyrics avril lavigne

I Will Be

There's nothing I could say to you
Nothing I could ever do to make you see
What you mean to me
All the pain, the tears I cried
Still you never said goodbye and now I know
How far you'd go

I know I let you down but it's not like that now
This time I'll never let you go

I will be all that you want and get myself together
'Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my life, I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day and make everything okay

I thought that I had everything
I didn't know what life could bring
But now I see, honestly
You're the one thing I got right
The only one I let inside
Now I can breathe 'cause you're here with me

And if I let you down, I'll turn it all around
'Cause I would never let you go

I will be all that you want and get myself together
'Cause you keep me from falling apart
And all my life, I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day and make everything okay

Without you I can't breathe
I'm not gonna ever, ever let you leave
You're all I got, you're all I want, oh
'Cause without you I don't know what I'd do
I can never, ever live a day without you
Here with me, do you see you're all I need?

And I will be, all that you want and get myself together
'Cause you keep me from falling apart
And all my life, I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day and make everything okay

I will be all that you want and get myself together
'Cause you keep me from falling apart
And all my life, I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day and make everything okay

"I never knew it hurt so much to lose something I never had"

Mie Sweet J ❤ I'm glad to have known you even the happiness just for a while.

2PM - Without U MV [english subs + romanization + hangul]

linkin park - don't stay (lyrics in description)

Sometimes I
need to remember just to breathe
Sometimes I
need you to STAY AWAY FROM ME
Sometimes I'm
in disbelief I didn't know
Somehow I
need you to go

Don't Stay
Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
What you were changing me into
(Just give me myself back and)
Don't Stay
Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
Take all your faithlessness with you
(Just give me myself back and)
Don't Stay

Sometimes I
feel like I trusted you too well
Sometimes I
just feel like SCREAMING AT MYSELF
Sometimes I'm
in disbelief I didn't know
Somehow I
need to be alone

Don't Stay
Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
What you were changing me into
(Just give me myself back and)
Don't Stay
Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
Take all your faithlessness with you
(Just give me myself back and)
Don't Stay

I don't need you
anymore
I don't want to be ignored
I don't need one
more day
If you're wasting me away
I don't need you
anymore
I don't want to be ignored
I don't need one
more day
If your wasting me away...
(with no apologies)

Don't stay
Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
What you were changing me into
(Just give me myself back and)
Don't Stay
Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
Take all your faithlessness with you
(Just give me myself back and)
Don't stay

Don't stay
Don't Stay

Happy Birthday to Our Lof Ms SpiLLeR

April 7th 2011

At Marilyn Cafe Kuala Belait. Birthday bash for our Ms SpiLLeR(in White blouse being choked). Thats half of the ChiLLaX Crowds~ Few of them can't be there due to work mode. Anyhoo, Ms SpiLLeR its been 15 years now we've been friends. Every moment we treasure~

A Confession of a Broken Heart

Somehow tonight i'm feeling in Despair. In a sudden the past triggers all the memories I've been thru especially Relationship.

Antecedently, i was in a committed relationship for 10 years plus & it ended with uncertain words. I was left picking up all the shattered heart by myself. Honestly, i don't know what went wrong with the relationship that have been going for years. Thinking all the things had happened until today, i still question myself.

Remembering all the words have been spoken, being told to myself, Truthfully, i feel such a fool for believing all the words coming out from you.

Now that it's all said and done, I can't believe you were the one.

To build me up and tear me down like an old abandoned house.

What you said when you left, just left me cold and out of breath.

I felt if I was in way to deep, guess I let you get the best of me.

"Remember all the things we wanted"

"Now all our memories they're haunted"

You’re everything I thought you never were. And nothing like I thought you could’ve been. You’re the only one I wish I could forget. The only one I’d love enough To Not Forgive. I wouldn't be in denial with my feelings.

But it doesn't matter anymore to me, Where we take this road someone's gotta go. All i can say & i had said before "I had love you, so thats enough to let you go"

Everything I know about love
I learned from you
And everything I know about pain
I learned from you

You were my only, but Not my Last
You showed me lonely, and make me put you in the Past
But the most important thing you ever gave me
Was the one that hurt the most

Thank you for the broken heart
And thank you for the permanent scar,
'Cause if it wasn’t for you, I might forget
How it feels to let go, and how it feels to get a brand new start
So thank you for the broken heart

All my pain disappear
I've come so far

I thank you
For the broken heart

Lastly, I'll never have a broken heart again

Quotes :

Letting go doesn't mean giving up... it means moving on. It is one of the hardest things a person can do. Starting at birth, we grasp on to anything we can get our hands on, and hold on as if we will cease to exist when we let go. We feel that letting go is giving up, quitting, and that as we all know is cowardly. But as we grow older we are forced to change our way of thinking. We are forced to realize that letting go means accepting things that cannot be. It means maturing and moving on, no matter how hard you have to fight yourself to do so." ~

Sorry, I don't mean to offend anyone or whoever. Whoever is in my shoe would blog this thing out. Thats all.

My Vacation Feb 3rd 2011 Part 2

Vacation Feb 4th 2011 Part 2

The FootPrint Hostels, best ever to stay in.

7.00am: Waking up early off to Universal Studio

The Hallway of Footprint.

Taking a walk at Little India road, off to LRT

The usual pit stop 7Eleven, *yay* i was holding my breath to keep myself from sneezing!! *yaarrrgghhhh* Morning sneeze? No!! It was yesterday arriving in Singapore sneeze!! >.<

LRT Camera-ing shot!!

I was very sleepy!!! Sleepy headed face!!!

The Monorail that taking us all off to Sentosa Island, Universal Studio.

Monorail Camera-ing~

See how packed inside the monorail!!! Luckily i was standing wayyyyyy back inside!!!

Arrive at Universal Studio~

It was still early as the studio opens at 10.00am. We're like 1 hour early. We're off strolling down to the Garden.

I didn't want to stand on that water vapor, somehow just taking a short pose & it was wet; more to sweaty~ *shrugs*

Holding mybreath not to sneeze~!!!!!!!

Looking at this picture, my 2nd eldest bro(in red sleeveless), i realize that we both do look alike~ People always mistaken us for being Twins!!! I wish!!! ^_^

The So-Called-Twins spontaneously doing the one leg jumped!! Haaaaaa~

I waslaughing my head off when the fountain shooter tends to vibes up higher! My eldest bro had to stood still, for 15 secs for us to take the shot~ He's almost wet, more to really ends up getting wet!!! *LOL*

My turn getting the Jump!! I say, "Jump!!". Fountain says, "How High!!"

The Thinking Man~ My 2nd eldest Bro's left his Thinking Friend here. ^_^

Hi ho!! Universal Studio Globe!!!

Hungry~ Hungry~ Hungry mode!!!

Betty Boop on the Road!!

Salute the way on Universal Studio Pathway!!

Classic Bettle Juice

To conquer The Mummy Revenge!

I love this Galatica Rides!!! First ride 'Cylon'!! I had the best scream ever!! At the top of my lungs to relieve the stress!!!!

Second ride 'Human', guess what....i was freaking tired...my 2nd eldest bro was laughing at me because i was yawning during the ride!! *lol*

My Favorite Chocolatees M&M~ *this goes to Cranky Old Man, Joe B AngeL i'd always remember & most of all i missed your teasing mood ~_~* Where you at man???!!
A vacation is like love - anticipated with pleasure, experienced with discomfort, and remembered with nostalgia.

My Vacation Feb 3rd 2011 Part 1

Part 1: Singapore Feb 3rd - 6th 2011

My wish came true!!! Had my vacation to Singapore!!!! Yipeeeee!!!!

Feb 3rd 2011: 7.30am early morning boarding for Brunei via Airasia flight. Flight boarding at 9.30 however, our flight delayed 1 hour late.

Await at the boarding room was pretty much sleepy, but i manage to be on the same flight with a Dancer whom i'd collaborate with before, Suhai(white/black t-shirt). I didn't recognize him at first. So we had a small laugh, chit-chat, gossip-ing while waiting for the delayed flight heheheh...the usual us every time we meet. *winks*

On the plane. The last time we're board on plane was way back in 93' or 94'. Went to KotaKinabalu. My 2nd eldest Bro had this thingee afraid to be on plane. I'm like O.o*WTH* Crap!! hahaha~

Camera-ing on plane~ hahahaha

Eldest Bro being a Sleepyheaded!! He's always that sleepy~ Felt like imma Knocked him up so he would wake up!!!! hahahah >.<

Happy Jolly Jump to arrive safely at KLCC Malaysia Airport. 2.30pm

Which way to go for lunch~

Had our Coffee Zone killing the time~ Was craving for Vanilla Ice Blended since in Miri but didn't manage to get it. Finally i get it~ hahaha...Lame~ >.<

Being playful because we 3 are very Sleeppppppyyyyyyyyy!!!!

Waiting at boarding place~ Had a short walking around the shop in KLCC. We're like 3 hours early waiting for departure to Singapore at 6.00pm

Doing some stretching excersie...hahahha..more to a sexy stretch~ >.<

Arriving at Singapore. Meet our friend MsChaCha at Changi Airport. Checking in to FootPrint Backpacker Hostel at Little India. I simply love Footprint Hostel, the best ever.

Had our late supper & stroll along the pathway before getting some sleep for our next early morning of Universal Studio sight seeing.

7Eleven is the most favorite place to shop in, especially those small bottles of booze. While we're on plane off to Singapore, some smell trigger my nose sense where i keep on "SNEEZING" , i was sneezing the whole time along Singapore pathway. I had a flu & sore throat. Well the sneezing part really bugs me!!!! Even worst my sneezing keeps on going on till we're at Universal Studio the next morning.

Continuing for Part 2 Universal Studio sight seeing.