Death of a Loved One

A Death in the family leaves a void that cannot be filled. No one can ever take the place of this individual in the world. We should not try to comfort the family by saying that "it was his time anyway", or, "he was suffering".

These may be words of comfort later. However, there must be time to mourn the fact that things will never be the same. One minute he was here and now he is gone. The human mind must be allowed to sit with this reality.

Mourning is a necessary part of the human experience. If it is ignored, a general feeling of sadness may pervade the whole family.

Nov 27th '10: As i barely knew them, i felt at my utmost fragile sense to the loss of their loving father. Deepest condolence from myself.

TLC - Dear Lie

Dear lie
You suck
You said you could fix anything
Instead I’m fucked
You made things even worse for me
If I had balls I’d tell you get away from me
Guess I’m not smart
I let you unnerve me
I let you control me
Afraid the truth would hurt me
When it’s you that hurts me more

Chorus
Get outta my mouth
Get outta my head
Get outta my mind
Stop puttin’ words in my head
Get outta my mouth
You’re nothing but trouble
Get outta my life
Get out of me
Out of me out of me
Out of me
Out of me lie
Lie lie lie lie

Dear lie
You’re dumb
You think you’ve got the best of me
You think you won
Misread my vulnerability
I’ve got your walls
Now get the hell away from me
I’ve learned your art
Won’t let you unnerve me
Won’t let you control me
The truth will only free me
And your lies won’t hurt no
No more

Chorus

Lie lie
I’ve got
Your walls
Now get the hell away from me
I learned your art
Won’t let you unnerve me
Wont’ let you control me
The truth will only free me
And your lies won’t hurt no
No more

Chorus

Lie lie
Dear lie
Lie lie lie lie
Lie lie
Dear lie

平井堅 - 楽園 & CANDY (english subbed)

Happy birthday ELL,Unal,Sang

Happy birthday to my Bro eLL@Unal@Sang October 12th 2010

Quotes: For all the advances in medicine, there is still no cure for the common birthday.

Suzanna & Rathnizam's Oct 8th 2010 Solemnisation

Suzanna & Rathnizam's Oct 8th 2010 Solemnisation

October is a big day for my dearest cousin, to be precise 1st cousin from my mom side(our moms are siblings). I'm very lucky to be at her solemnisation for the very last minute, as requested from the Bride herself; I'm her Maid of Honor.

A story behind all the preparation for her soleminsation was, i got sick real bad. I got Allergy Attack 1 week before. Lucky me at the very last minute i manage to recover quickly. Surprising yes!

Pictures will tell the whole candids & storylines. Take a peek~

Waiting for the Bride & Bridegroom to come. Pose with relatives.

With my bro's spouse. *love her ankle boots*

My Bro & I, the usual always taking moment to remember that this the day our cousin closes during childhood begin her new life as a Wife.

Beautiful flower Girls & Boys

Bridesmaidwearing green-ish yellowish dresses. *sorry for the unclear view*

Starting of the event, Flower Boys, Girls, Bridesmaids, Entering the hall.

Yours truly,Maid of Honor entering *huhu my cousin bride's sis forgot my flower*

*Owh~ Didn't manage to take pictures of Bridegroom entering before the Bride*

Bride & her Daddy walking down the isle.

Inside the hall, Blessing the Newly Wed

Very sweet & romantic of theBridegroom wiping tears off the Brides cheek after exchanging wedding rings *tears*

Happy after signing marriage cert.

Brides Parents

Bridegroom Parents

Walking out down the isle. ~kiss~kiss~love you~

Bride & Bridegroom with both parents.

Lastly, with Maid of Honor & Best Man. Lovely Event <3

I would like to congratulate the Newly Wed, Families, Relatives & Friends who attend the event.

Pictures courtesy from Mona Morein Jantin & My bro ELL

Quotes: Compromise: An amiable arrangement between husband and wife whereby they agree to let her have her own way.

Trip to KK Again June 2010

KK Trip Again June 2010

Yeaa.....Trip to KK, Sabah again. After two years, i came back again. Except my hair back then was long & this year short hair, short pants....hehehehe...

Loving the weather in KK, its breezy & cool.

June 11th 2010 Friday: Journey from Kuala Belait at 5am. I had a pretty rough sleep,couldn't sleep at all, guess i was too excited for the trip. Didn't take some pictures along the way to KK, was sleeping the whole trip. Thanks for the night before.

Reach KK by 2.00pm, went to 1Borneo for short shopping spree.

Parents were doing the short shopping spree.

I was sitting on the bench after going around 1Borneo Mall.

We check-in to Myne Hotel at Warisan Square Sabah.

Waiting up at the Lobby.

Loving the room thou a LiL small, its comfy enough.

Taking pictures for better view.

Night comes, My Bro Gibb & I went down to B.E.D Club WaterFront & watch TV opening game for World Cup.

Saw all the commotion with World Cup in the club.

Enjoying all the performance including World Cup watchers.

Yours truly. Ugly me! *ouch*

My Bro, Mr Gibb *Captain Jack Sparrow assistant* hahahaha

The Next Morning June 12th 2010 Saturday

Going off to Kota Kinabalu Taman Warisan.

First timer to the 2 LiL Sis of ours going to this place.

Mount Kinabalu. I clearly remember back in 1995 or 1996. Mount Kinabalu was fill with greenish colour & now its shiny rocky all over. *surprise*

Getting ready to go up at the Admin office.

My sis was amaze with the Breezy, Coolness weather. Yah, we were wearing short. pants.

Yours truly. I'm enjoying the moment of the place, love the weather up there so much!!!! Its breezy & cool sensation ever!*ecstatic*

Taking time to rest.

Yahhh.....my bro is dreaming of hugging a huge pile of rock. LOLx

Off to Hot Spring. Oh lordy going there was Hot!!!!! The weather makes me dehydrated & got a lil dizzy. Most of my time was finding place to cover up from the striking hot weather.

Going back to KK Town. Enjoying the view at Waterfront Walk pathway. Before going back to our hotel.

Waterfront Beautiful Stalls

The night goes on. Went again to B.E.D Club Waterfront, an event going on. Its X-Play Dj Competition. Something like that, couldn't remember what was the event for.

It was crowded & pack!!!!!! I enjoy the night, music was a blast!!! And of course the booze!! Wuuuuhuuuuuu~

My booze. Melon Smash L**** Cocktail~ i drank up the whole 1 Jug alone *no kidding* ~_~

The finishing of booze. Yup back to hotel at 4am, i was hung up, puked & wasted to sleep....hahahahah.

Quotes: Vacation used to be a luxury, but in today's world it has become a necessity.